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Self Indulgant Sorry

If I made you think that I think that I'm better than you...
I'm sorry.

If I made you think that I've made less mistakes...
Or, that I think my image more important than your birthday...

If I've made myself too cool, in any way...
Because of the people who I've sat beside, in a shitty bar,
or diner...
Because of some aura or talent, or put~together image...
Did I make you think, that, because I had found a treasure,
that I had nothing to do with making... 
but was better,
because, un~found...
that I was older?

If I've seemed the popular one,
Or thought that beauty was something that I owned...

I'm sorry.

Did I make it seem as though your hurt was less?

I'm sorry.

Did I make it seem as though your hurt was nothing?

She should think that you're a rock star.
Your wife, lost, was worth whatever grows inside my chest.
They knocked your door down, and, took that watch...
I didn't come out, when you offered.

I'm too busy.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, as I rode my bike,
past the mission,
with the moon, on a kite string, close behind.
I'm sorry, as I watched Gabriel beat those limbless torso drums,
and, I bowed around your struggling,
with boxes of sound, and, wire.
I'm sorry, as I pushed, crowded, past you,
and, acted like I didn't see you.
I'm sorry, as I read your note, and, spit a comptemptive laugh.

I'm sorry.

I felt alone, inside my hurts,
like no~one spoke my language.

We're all in this, together, friend.

And, if I think that I have hurt, in some way that you have not...

I'm sorry...

Tonight, I weep,
out of pity,
for my sorry...


Currently listening :
The Listener
By Howe Gelb
Release date: 2003-03-18


Posted on 05/18/2008 12:26 PM Visits: 43
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