sockmonkey

Bonsai trees
Are allowed to do as they please

In MY house

~Z~

I woke before the light, again.
Lying in the tallest and piled highest of beds.
The North of beds, it is.

The monsoons started and the dark.
The desert freezing, storming, raging.
Snow where you don't expect it...

But not white and bright,
Like Christmas snow.

Dark and slushy,
A Trojan Horse inside the rain.

Birds freeze and fall as if they forgot
That they needed to fly south.

And,
Where is South from here, anyway?

~Cake~

Currently listening :
Undertow
By Tool
Release date: By 06 April, 1993

Why is it,
that we run
after
love,
religion,
acceptance,
and knowledge

like skinny, knobby kneed children,
ill dressed in bright rags...

running,
dancing through the dust and filth,
over and again

after tanks?

Sweating,
screaming and hooting,
happily...
at recruits
not much older than ourselves,

"Trinket for me, G.I.?"
"Throw me a trinket, G.I. Man..."

"Throw me a triinket!"

~Cake~

He's been my friend for so long.
One night, as the Doctor and I lay in bed, he said,
"Cake, if you ever get on the back of that motorcycle with David,
it'll be the deal breaker."

I wondered if I should tell him,
that I had, already.

"Are you concerned with my safety?"  I asked...
"Or are you afraid that I will have sex
with him while I am riding on the back of that antique BMW?"
"Because, if if you are afraid that I will have sex with him while on the back of the bike,
I'm damn hot, and you should keep me.  By the way, we went to Epic the other day,
on the motorcycle...  I walked home.

We all know how that turned out.
I got a legal letter of thirty day notice to move out of the house.

He's taken at least a hundred photos of me.  (David)
Evil says that any man that can take that beautiful an image of a woman,
must love her, dearly.

When I laid my head on his leg during the movie, he shook it, violently.
When I traced his cheek with my finger, and told him that I like his sideburns,
he looked at me in the eyes, for a long time.

His parrot mimicks my moods.  (Wambli)
When I laugh, he laughs.
When I am upset, he cries and complains.  (Again, Wambli.)

When I looked away, because he had looked at me too long...   (David)
He poured my wine down the sink.
It didn't make me mad.

I don't trust right now.

It seems that David does not know that I am a girl.

That's O.K.

He is mine friend.  I love him, deal breaker, or no.