sockmonkey

~You said, my name, means hope, and, I miss you~

I miss the color of your.
I miss the curve of sleeping.
I miss the travelling, way to fast.
I miss the waiting, way too long.
I miss that melting scar.

Currently listening : Leonard Cohen: I’m Your Man Release date: 2006-07-25

If I made you think that I think that I'm better than you...
I'm sorry.

If I made you think that I've made less mistakes...
Or, that I think my image more important than your birthday...

If I've made myself too cool, in any way...
Because of the people who I've sat beside, in a shitty bar,
or diner...
Because of some aura or talent, or put~together image...
Did I make you think, that, because I had found a treasure,
that I had nothing to do with making... 
but was better,
because, un~found...
that I was older?

If I've seemed the popular one,
Or thought that beauty was something that I owned...

I'm sorry.

Did I make it seem as though your hurt was less?

I'm sorry.

Did I make it seem as though your hurt was nothing?

She should think that you're a rock star.
Your wife, lost, was worth whatever grows inside my chest.
They knocked your door down, and, took that watch...
I didn't come out, when you offered.

I'm too busy.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, as I rode my bike,
past the mission,
with the moon, on a kite string, close behind.
I'm sorry, as I watched Gabriel beat those limbless torso drums,
and, I bowed around your struggling,
with boxes of sound, and, wire.
I'm sorry, as I pushed, crowded, past you,
and, acted like I didn't see you.
I'm sorry, as I read your note, and, spit a comptemptive laugh.

I'm sorry.

I felt alone, inside my hurts,
like no~one spoke my language.

We're all in this, together, friend.

And, if I think that I have hurt, in some way that you have not...

I'm sorry...

Tonight, I weep,
out of pity,
for my sorry...

Currently listening : The Listener By Howe Gelb Release date: 2003-03-18