sockmonkey

I am afraid to be loved too much.

Because, in that, I will surely hurt him.

I am afraid to be loved not enough.

In that, I will hurt him, too.

What super power would you have, if you could?

The power to balance love.

Or to split love's shaft, right in two.

So, that it slapped both people the same.

At the same time, with the same force.

With the same colour.

And, to last the same length of time, for both.

Would you walk away from one, if you had another?

And, if your other, had yet another,
wouldn't you walk away for the love of his love?

I am afraid to be loved falsely.

I am afraid to be loved too really, as well.

I am afraid of these things,

As I am afraid of myself.

And, my not good enough lovingness lovings.